Today I went out and got really drunk again and sat and listened to Kid A on repeat for a couple of hours. Then I went to band practice and god did I ever have to be work hard to be such an ass.
I don't know how you go back and I don't believe that these rubber bullets are quite enough, we may need something more. I don't know if I'll ever be coming back to you.
Dear gawds people, don't act so flippant. The man seems at least moderately distressed, probably more so!
Gash, it seems fairly clear you don't want to go into the details of the situation, but whatever it is that is wrong I wish you the very best and more in resolving it. If you choose not to return to TRF because you do not like it here any more, or you find you don't have enough time, or whatever the reason is, don't worry overly. I wish you will return, but if you choose not to, then ok.
Whatever it is that is wrong, I and I imagine many others trust you to make the right chocies.